November 5, 2007
No more teases
Firstly, I'm sorry to leave so many hanging entries. I don't mean to be a blog tease. What happens is, I end up writing a really long post and the rest of the story is even longer and I don't want to go on and on. Or. I end up not having a final game plan am still mentally working things out and want to wrap it up later, which of course, I forget to publicly wrap up, even though I've mentally moved on. So from here on out, I won't post, "more later" unless I have alreay written up the post and having it pending for the next few days.
On a financial front...
*sigh*
I feel like I'm staring over from day 0. I have completely and totally relapsed. It's really really bad and mainly due to stress. I can't even begin to describe the overwhelming feelings I've been wading thru for the last 3 months. I am emotionally spent. And what's been happenign ito compensate on 2 fronts, I've been destroying myself. One, I am eating my way happy and I am spending my way happy and both things are actually making me extremely miserable.
I don't quite know how to crawl out of this funk b/c every day I think I have a hold on things, I'm hit w/something else and it's all family drama and it's not pretty.
I haven't updated any of my MS Money accounts. No suprise b/c I really didn't want to know how bad things are, but I can't continue to live in this hole of denial either so my first step is to bring all my accounts current. I am going to work on that task this week.
I have a few returns to make before I move to the next step of my financial life, but getting a firmer grip and stopping the finacial bleeding is going to be a huge help.
7:30 PM in Daily Jabber
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