January 23, 2008

One week to free

It was sooooooooooooo hard to go into Job #3 yesterday. I was tempted just to not show up, but I have a final check to get friday and tuesday ends the pay period. So I said fine, I won't show up today and just blow off the last 3 shifts, plus they seemed to have cut my last day, next tuesday, from the schedule and if that's the case, was it even worth it to work 3 days and have to go back in 2 weeks to collect a check, I don't trust them mailing it.

Plus, I don't know, something about Heath Ledger dying yesterday, which I found out when I finally pumped myself up to just go in, made me think deeply about life in general. Was it worth it to be somewhere that I am so unhappy both mentally and financially? Why was I even feeling bothered they didn't once ask why I was leaving or even made an attempt to ask me to stay? Would I have stayed on for more money or the ego stroking?

So all evening long I thought it over and finally asked the HR manager who closed w/me what happened to the final tuesday, I thought it was some conspiracy to get me out the door and if she said well we didn't need you, rather than bail on them, even if I wuold've had a secret joy out of it, i would've suggested we both get something out of it and let's make yesterday's Tuesday my last day so I don't have have to come back for about $65-75 (what I'd make in the 3 days vs. $115 in the 4).

She was in shock, said the owner must have done something and went back and put me on the schedule and getting $115 is worth the trip back. Plus, even though it's essentially a throw away job, nothing related to my field, something short term and while i'll add it to my work history, it's not somethign I'd highlight on my resume, I still have a better work ethic than that.

As for Job #2's raise, that's a whole 'nother blog post, I did follow up w/the Store Manager on Sunday and he said he'll have more info for me next time I see him, which'll be later this week, so we'll see. I chatted w/another coworker about her job @ starbucks, so I've looked into that, her tips alone make the place sound tempting, but I'm not a waitress/restaurant type, I'm more a retail/clothing store type.

(forgive the typos, I'm pretty beat this morning and my eyes ares till bleary)

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